growing up

faith

unplug

you sit and watch

your guard let down

absorbing its influence

every bullet’s sound

it’s opinion

the way they dress

determines the demeanor

of everybody left

stuck in every home

a society staple

more fuel for the fire

with supercharged cable

more choices

more wasted time

sitting your life away

thinking everything is fine

you sit and watch

the evil plugged in

let the pictures go

to let you life begin.

doors

bang your head against the wall

try to leave

can’t find the cure

the medicine you thieve

think you’re trapped

creator of the net

woven with painful memories

hate and regret

blame on others

anyone but you

not my debt

or drugs you do

scratch at the wall

try to bring it down

but it always seems to grow

and reach all around

try to climb over the wall

it can’t be too high

but as low as you are

why even try

to beat the wall

to pain no more

the simple answer is within

with the key to the door.

G, f, a

I believe in

God

My family

This country

Most people do

But not in the same order.

That’s okay

It’s close enough

Something positive we can blog about.

modern kids

in today’s world

virtual reality kids

millions on tv

billion dollar bids

everyone is in a race

all on different teams

based on colors and features

superficial dreams

a reason to be better

whatever it takes to win

the team with the biggest guys

the team I’m going to be in

mediocre in the masses

its those who are free

who practice themselves

content just to be

those individual faces

that stand out in the crowd

the minority of masses

unable to speak aloud

pressure to stay ahead

tv tells us not to lose

showing you the danger

of being free to choose

to leave the race

hand in your shoes

its not about trying to win

just who doesn’t lose

?Race?

Is it a prism you look through,

bending truths to justify,

your racists view

Fantasy people,

in an author’s pages

Or humans

throughout the ages

Competition, contest or heat

Or species of the world,

scientists can meet

Nobody wins,

looking through this lens

All you will see

is the different color of skins

It’s an onward movement through time

descendants of common histories,

instead of a great division of mankind,

based on physical peculiarities.

 

Anti Spite

Don’t waste your time,

imploding with anger,

just because they did.

To strike back with more fire,

only burns your insides instead.

Especially when you watched them melt too.

It is not easy.

Your inner voice reacts too quickly.

You want them to feel as awful as you do…

and worse.

But the fight is not worth your fuel,

to let them get to you.

Do not let them win

by stepping into the ring.

Move past the petty.

Smile, and realize alive.

They will only beyond stress you out,

fill you with a rage

that we can all do without.

Skip forward.

These small things should never matter.

Even when your downloaded,

in the social media blatter.

These small things should never attack,

unless that is all you see.

Then you hate just to hate back.

Realize alive,

move above the spite.

Its not worth your soul,

to join an imaginary fight.

 

Channel Change

When you want to run away,

stay…

Seek out why you want to fly.

Find strength to look past the fear.

Look deeper inside the fright,

see all the good that just might.

Whisper into the noises,

close your eyes tighter to see.

Dream into the confliction,

and hug the worst part of free.

Sing with the deaf.

Paint for the blind.

Embrace the worst of your thoughts,

even the ones with no rhyme.

Run straight into the darkness,

carry your homemade candle.

Illuminate the hopeless,

a love spark they can handle.

Flower for the gun barrel,

new generations can learn.

Peace…

Instead of cameras watching them burn.

Plant the hope for the children,

not the same re-run of hate.

Let us try a new channel,

so we can change all of our fate.

 

Lucky with You

I could win all the lotteries,

scratch off and drawings too.

But I would never be as lucky,

as the day I met you.

I could live in a castle,

born to be a king.

But I would sit all alone,

without my lady with a ring.

I could pick a winning clover,

and find the pot of gold.

But I’d rather be lucky with you,

and together grow old.