personality

I cover it up when I leave

myself curled up in a ball

fetal protection from the masses

safety from the fall

its the pure center of me

that little piece of personal gold

the same things makes us different

yet I cover it in my hold

its too precious to let out

too sincere for the world to see

the naked decisions of the present

the entire makeup of me

then you see someone who glows

exposing their core with a smile

he is dirty, pushing a cart

story telling with style

he makes it look easy

with nothing he owns the world

I need open my shades

allow my soul to uncurl

president’s ball

sitting in the back of the hall

next to the president’s son

I notice the dirty jewels

and pick them up for fun

I must return them

find out whose these are

no time for that, he said

let’s do shots at the bar!

but these precious little trinkets

someone must miss

I picked them from the dust

and hoped for a wish

now I squeeze into the mayhem

he already has a martini

I pretend to care

but just don’t have it in me

he spills a drink

he is hairy, sweaty and rude

he is the president’s son

deal with the attitude

I think about the dusty dreams

secure in my pocket

I must polish them shiny

the ring, necklace and the locket

But he grabs me again

introduces the decorated stiffs

I shake hands and protect the precious

before I get to the edge of the cliff

but I know I don’t belong

the black tie is too tight

but to leave all of the people

and this so-called special night?

he is too busy making the fakes laugh

and glaring at the king

when my father walks up and asks,

“Did you happen to find my ring?”

america?

what is america?

what is the dream

who is uncle sam

what does he mean?

work for forty years

most of my life

retire old and grumpy

still with my third wife

get a “good job”

after your degree

for the rest of your life

you belong to me

don’t become locked down

don’t become a slave

chase after your dream

it’s your life to save

margin man

I am not the margin man

who squeezes 

teases and lies

for all the percents he can

I am not shiny gold

waxed like a mirror

in the neighbor’s eye

it never gets old

I am not filled with acid

rage in the brain

I am not looking for pay back

wash away drain

I try to breath slow

thankful

I try to see both sides

listen

I try to embrace the journey

positive

I try to reach out

with purity of humanity…

alive 

progress

no place to hide

nothing is safe now

its already inside

he died from the cow

we pollute our bodies

just like the environment

then they conduct studies

paid for by the government

you cannot drink the water

never have sex unprotected

you cannot eat the meat

the animal is infected

cannot swim in the ocean

no playing in the sand

there is too much radiation

buried under this land

not too much milk

mindful of all the germs

what will they do 

when it gets in the sperm?

Friday Sunrise Eruption

6:42 am, 8-10-12, Deerfield Beach, FL
It’s like an explosion of morning sunrise awesomeness…

alive

awake like the first day

smile, breathe and see

stretch into morning

and the day yet to be

realize how lucky you are

another warm sunrise

 hope to see the night

with the same sunrise eyes

let the petty thoughts go

different is not a crime

its not my store, bank or road

where I observe the angry minds

stop pointing at others

how they walk their life

the strange looking car

or how they dress their wife

appreciate the differences

a new day, a new toy

embrace the variety

and scatter your joy

R.W.E.

laugh at yourself

often and much

positive comedic relief

grumpy hearts to touch

wise professors learn my signals

even in flip-flops and shorts

intelligent conversations

 relevant points and retorts

sand castles with the kids

high fives and scraped knees

run around with no age

hiding from my nephews in the leaves

I earned the praise

worked hard and true

moved on from the liars

false friends unlike you

stop and breathe the sunrise

appreciate nature’s tiny beauty

seek talent in the meek

help others find their duty

combine love for a gift

to carry on our name

a garden patch of knowledge 

generational seedlings grow the same

teach the kids to play

stand up and live together

help one soul to the light

these efforts last forever

 it is not about the masses

just one single grain on the beach

one mind you can help

build a bridge for better reach

then sit back on the porch of life

as ideas grow to be

I remember the valuable lessons

my father taught me

my fault

I messed up

I dropped the ball

I was not thinking

it’s all my fault

I say it all in jest

easier to get by

inside is a question

who am I?

maybe I need to look

study through another lens

and seek a new perspective

or soul to cleanse

maybe I really am wrong

not just an ignorant rant

hear the words of the song

slow down if you can’t

nature’s perfect chaos

smile at the imperfection

it’s not the end of the world

just time for a new direction

hope

lonely man

outstretched hand

silent mouth

headed south

vacant seat

people you meet

secret place

a happy face

warm meal

the anti steal

heart torn

spirit reborn

only son

fortunate one

absent frown

skills abound

eyes above

truth in love

no limit

no gimmick

now staying true

watch what he can do